Monday, October 10, 2011
Starting anther blog
On the other front-
Dreary is the sky I look out at
Cold and still and quiet.
Has the world been muted or am I living in a world with no noise.
Once I lived with sunshine, noises comfort.
Yet here I sit looking waiting , watching listening for the comforts I once knew
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Blogger app
It's fall !!! My fav time of year!
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Grenade.....Great song aaron and i love it
Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same
If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no
Friday, February 25, 2011
this sucks
On the sim world front jillie went on some blind date who she got hooked up with by the fortune teller...yeah so i dont know if i can trust her she set me up with a vamp.....and then i pay her 5000 each time and she set me up with some loser so i asked her for another date while the old guy was still there .....will he did not like that so he sneaked back to my house a lite a bag of poo on fire on my door step and i had to stomp it so that i would get rid of it.....gross that guy sucks....cant there be any decent men in the sim world...guess ill have to keep paying the ft so i can get dates...its hard getting good help anywhere
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Simin for 11 years
Well if you are my husband you might say that it is,
A plumb-bob or a plummet is a weight, usually with a pointed tip on the bottom, that is suspended from a string and used as a vertical reference line, or plumb-line.
The instrument has been used since at least the time of ancient Egypt[1] to ensure that constructions are "plumb", or vertical. It is also used in surveying to establish the nadir with respect to gravity of a point in space. They are used with a variety of instruments (including levels, theodolites, and steel tapes) to set the instrument exactly over a fixed survey marker, or to transcribe positions onto the ground for placing a marker. Blah blah.....Right!
For me it has an emotional meaning....ha like if im really happy it might be green and if im really angry red!!! I often think of my life as a plumb-bob.
****If you dont know what im talking about then please dont read my blog you dont know me and i think that you are a stalker for reading someones blog who you dont know!!!!!!******
Ok now that they are gone! My Fav game is the sims and i think that i have blogged about it but im going to tell you how much i love it.....
11 years ago the sims came into my life and i have not been the same since. I think if you combine all the time spent on the Sims it might be a couple of years!!! Im serious! So i would like start playing at 3:00pm and then blink and it would be like 1:00am that has happened many times....my mom would say "Joanna you should read your bible" and she is right...i should be as obsessed with the bible as i am the The Sims that is something im going to work on....anyway...where was i........oh ok so i would lose time on the sims...But there is so much to do and if you have a big family on the sims then it would be hours to get the kids to do their HW and get the peoples skills up and then you add in weekend party's and so forth. So its a really fun game i suggest you try it...Start with the sims 2
so on another page......If you are reading my blog and you know me i want to say that what i write on this blog is my feeling and i do not censer what i write and i have told you about my blog because i know that you wont talk about it to others if i wanted all to read id put it on my Face book so with that said some people dont know what aaron and i are thinking about moving so can we not tell mom and dad yet! i dont want them to get sad because we have not disscused it with them....
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Where i want to be in 3 years
Why do you ask......
1.My cousins have been begging me to come live up there since my grandfather died i really feel that it has not been the time yet.
2. we want to live somewhere else for awhile and feel whats its like to live the slow life.
3. Aaron will have the opportunity to hang with his boy crush and hunt and fish.
I'm not forcing Aaron to do this he wants to do this as much as i do, an added bonus is that we will be able to visit his Michigan family for weekends...
I know that ill be leaving my mom and dad and sister here, but i feel that us leaving really wont effect them very much they themselves are busy and im sure they understand.
When we go for spring break we are going to see how it will work and look to see what jobs are in the area...we know that we might have to rent and or live with family but they are more than happy to have us live there
I know ill be leaving a great friendship here but i know that a friendship like ours can handle the distance...Im praying that when we leave that she will be settled down and will need more space for a while...
We hope to move back to Texas later so we wont be up there forever!!!
Pluse alittle space would be nice.....
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Wishing things were different
I often wonder what changes my choices would make
If my prayer to live it over again was answered
To have the knowledge i know...
Would i still be me?
would my friends be my friends
Would i be married?
would i have the best thing in my life back?
I lay in my bed at night and go over my life so far, and i wonder what i could have done different.
There are some moments in my life that i know regret but need to move on....
But i feel responsible for things that have happened to other people when i made a choice that led them to another choice.......
In the end i must thank God that he does not answer my prayers cause who knows how id do it again.
But i must accept that i have to be content with how iv done so far and know that iv done the best i know how to live my life...

