Broke and alone all the time...and plain ranting to GOD

What is the purpose of Aaron having a job and then never being home. I'm sick of this job that does not pay money and then makes him be at work all day and night. I hate how i have no family life. I wish also that God would take away the dreams of a baby that i dont have im never going to have one and they are so vivid i just cant take it anymore i cant i cant i hate waking up and realizing that it was a dream and that i dont have any kids and then having to hang out with peoples kids gosh get a life people i dont want to hear about how cute your kids are and i dont want to hear when are you going to have kids. Or why are u waiting i DONT WANT TO HEAR WHAT U THINK ABOUT MY LIFE just cause your in the kids club does not mean that everyone has to be in the club. or that if u have kids God will provide How about God gives a me a kid and then ill let him provide too. I know that it sounds mean and cruel but how can God make some people parents that suck and dont want the kids and then some people who might make great parents no kids. I dont want to say that God has a plan for your life. Well then God tell me when you think i might have a kid with the man i love so i can stop have this dream about a kid i have never had.

NO! You will not eat my dog!

so i guess people from Nigeria eat dogs alot.........Not my bell dog she is tooooo skinny to eat and callie might be all fat. Its so weird that people eat different things. But i guess we eat somthing is taboo
It was a good dinner mom made........
Thats about all i have to say

Thank God im a girl

I worked 15 hrs yesterday at Aaron's work and i can imagine doing that every day im so tired. I dont care if the money is good i just cant stand it im sore and tired.

A walking i will go

Tired my feet hurt....need i say more on how today went..
i shared the good news today (sort of ) i hope God gives me the opportunity to share some more im doing as much as i can in a public school but i really love this kid and want to see her go to heaven with me.
Bell dog and callie were good on their walk they met a new friend and bell would not go in the water someday i will get her in
ouch that hurts my feet just started pounding.
So i was at the gym and i started on a 25 min fat burn on the treadmill and then 5 on the bike and then i said what the heck ill try the stair think.....big mistake 2 min on that and i was dying i looked so fat and pathetic. all these smug slim people was watching me arrrrg.

Decline of U.S.A

I am sorry to say that today is the first time that i woke up sad to be in America. I dont want to know where we are headed. You know i do think that there needs to be reform, but not where it went. I don't believe that people who sit on their ass should get the same as me and even better.What keeps people working hard if they can just get a hand out. It only punishes the people who work hard. The ones that make a paycheck so they can tax all our hard earned money. I keep thinking about what was going on when they founded this country. England was taxing the colonist on everything and telling people how to live and what to do. We revolted and said we don't need your taxing or your tyranny. we are going to free ourselves. What the hell is Washington doing now they have the lowest rating and almost every American said we don't want IT. AND they still cram this junk and filth down our mouths...........OK so what happens when some one like me spends money and don't care to pay it back or keep spending .OH wait the debt collectors start to call or if you owe the IRS they came and got it. So what happens when the American debt the people who we owe wants to collect do you know who we owe well let me tell you LOOK AT THE CHART BELOW

Foreign owners of US Treasury Securities (December 2009)
Nation	billions of dollars	percentage
People's Republic of China (Mainland)	894.8	24.3
Japan	765.7	20.8
Oil exporters	207.4	5.6
United Kingdom	178.0	4.8
Brazil	169.3	4.6
Hong Kong	148.7	4.0
Russia	141.8	3.8
Caribbean Banking Centers	128.2	3.5
Republic of China (Taiwan)	116.5	3.2
Switzerland	89.7	2.4
All Others	848.9	23.0
Grand Total	3689.0

Who do we owe the most oh wait its china yeah.......WHAT VESTED INTEREST DO THEY HAVE.....ILL LET U THINK ABOUT IT!!!!
Thomas Jefferson put what all Americans should think about every time they go vote.I sure think about this and that is why im not afraid to say I AM A REPUBLICAN and i will vote that way as long as i feel that they meet what JEFFERSON said.

A wise and frugal government, which shall leave men free to regulate their own pursuits of industry and improvement, and shall not take from the mouth of labor the bread it has earned - this is the sum of good government.
Thomas Jefferson
God help us when we don't have the money to continue with all that OBAMA wants to put in place.
People are saying how the hell did we let this happen. where did this come from. i will tell u how. There were too many frogs sitting in a pot happy to get boiled and let things happen.They did not vote, and they did not stand up for what they believe or they let other people tell them how to vote and not look into it themselves.

All tyranny needs to gain a foothold is for people of good conscience to remain silent.
Thomas Jefferson

That says it all i just am not happy today i wish that i would know what GODs plan it is all of this but at lest i was able to rant

Mushrooms make my friend runaway!!!

Who could not like a cute little white mushroom, sometimes a woody taste or beefy if you think that sort of portabello type is good.

I happen to love mushrooms and so does all of my family.There is however a certian person in my life who does not eat them.However i really think that they really mean her no harm but alas i don't think that i will change anything.
But lets just pretend that she does like mushrooms. Oh then she would still be here for dinner and i would be spending time with her. The thing is she took one look at the can of Mushroom soup and said she had plans. WHAT PLANS i had already planned the evening in my head. We were going to make dinner, then watch emma and then oh well i will never get to know what kind of night i would have had buthmmmmmm now i am watching emma with aaron....not to shabby. so i will have to post later and say how the night will go

Diary of a whimpy puppy

Some people perfer the looks of my older sister to me. I feel like the overlooked one. i guess i will always be 2nd to my sister. Oh you want to know why? Will im kind of a plump dog, black in color and i have a pig tail. Compared to my sister i guess i dont look like much......

Ha ha i saw a movie trailer for the whimpy kid thing and thought of calie she is so whimpy she shakes and you can tell she tries so hard to keep up with her sis Bell.

Spring Break is almost over boooo

Im reading rocking the roles its a marriage book and im loving it i need to have aaron read it its about how you can not have a marriage where everything is 50/50 becuase we are made different
ok got to go